Chapter 35
Lucian POV
I was supposed to be happy she was gone, but that happiness was nowhere to be found. I stood in a spot in that room that she left for over an hour without moving as I kept trying to convince myself that I did the right thing
It might not be true that she had a
tionship with the vampire king, but I couldn’t dare take a chance. One thing I dreaded so much was heartbreak and betrayal. Happening the second time will really break me into pieces, and I might not recover.
I loved her, but it hadn’t gone deep, so I had to push her away now.
A knock came in, and I opened the door with a forced smile as I was expecting Ria. I should have stayed on my own and not tried entangling with her, but sitting back and thinking of our past, it was clear to me that she was the only girl I could trust.
We grew
grew up together and were like siblings. I could tell there was a time I had a crush on her. That friendship should be enough to make us couples. I was ready to be a new man, becoming that normal being like everyone else, so I believed she would help.
Ria had already arrived since, almost after Selene left, but had been with my mother. It seems they have a lot to discuss, and I’m sure marriage with her won’t be an exception.
If it were before, I wouldn’t allow such discussion, but now that I have decided to be normal again. I won’t mind tying the knot with her and then learning to love her. I will make my heart learn to love again.
As I opened the door in expectation, I was a bit surprised to see one of my guards, and it was then that I remembered 1 sent him on a mission to stalk Selene as she crossed the border.
I didn’t expect much since I told him to do nothing but watch Selene and let me know what happened to her. I strictly warned him not to do anything, even if she got attacked. It was hard for me to give this instruction, but I gave it anyway.
Well, I didn’t expect her to die. Somehow, I believed she wasn’t going to be killed.
“What happened to her? Dead? Which creature killed her?” I asked casually, making sure nothing about me showed I was still concerned or cared about her well-being.
He shook his head and exhaled.
“You shouldn’t be expecting her to be dead when she has her boyfriend waiting to pick her up.”
“What?” I squeezed my face. “The vampire king son came and picked her.” I asked, and this time I lost my ability to make up a casual, unconcerned tone, as every word had that anger and jealousy in it Even when that should not surprise me, it still did and came with a pang on my chest.
I came to the realization that I was completely right. Not like I had doubts. Well, I did. In a little part of my heart, I doubted she had anything to do with the vampire king son, but it was just confirmed now.
I had to choose the guard because he is most trusted in this scenario, as he had nothing to lose or gain from lying against Selene, adding that no one knew I gave him such instructions.
“They pulled up a show like she was going to get eaten, but the next minute, they were having a close-range conversation, and…
“Did they kiss?” I cut in abruptly with a sharp breath, waiting and hoping to hear a negative answer. I don’t know why I was still feeling protective over a property that isn’t mine.
“No, they didn’t, but they held hands like lovers and walked away. It was so clear they are close; nothing showed they just
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met, adding that werewolves and vampires are enemies, so there can’t be anything like love at first sight; instead, they should be killing each other at first sight.” He spilled, and I felt weak immediately.
A deep growl escaped my lips as I waved at him to leave them jammed at the door. My heart was restless; anger, jealousy, envy, rage, confusion, shame-the list goes on.
I was just feeling so mad with emotions. One question kept ringing in my head. Why did she act like she loved me? She even had my
child. I might have treated her harshly at the beginning, then why didn’t she just leave me alone instead of pressing hard into my heart till she melted it and slipped in?
Then she betrayed me again. She broke my heart for real, and it’s still a mystery to me how I allowed her to go scot-free. I should have hurt her badly or even killed her.
The door opened, and Ria walked in with a smile. She sat on my laps and wrapped her arms around me, plunging a kiss, which I bauled with. It was a struggle to kiss her.
“You don’t look happy to be with me. This isn’t how you sounded on your phone when calling me to come and stay with you. Don’t you…”
“Ria, you will be my bride in no time, which you have always wanted. Your brother won’t be punished for lying to me either. I will make him my PA in the palace. My head is just full up now.” I sighed, looking away.
“Sex with me will free you from it all.” She teased me with a smirk and stood up, then began to undress slowly while gliding her waist seductively, her hands sliding through her dress and boobs as she licked her lips and winked at me.
She locked the door and returned quickly, pulling down her pants and throwing them at me. All these and my dic k refused to stand; she zipped down her gown and let it slide down slowly, leaving her on just a bra. Her p u s y neatly s h a v e d and dripping wet.
“The sight of you is making me so wet, and I can’t wait to have you inside me.” She dipped her index finger in and licked it. As my eyes trailed her finger up to her mouth, in my head, her face changed to that of Selene. Like I was in a trance, the whole figure transformed into that of Selene, and with immediate effect, my dic k became hard.
The sexual urge came like an eruption of a volcano, so irresistible that I stood and pushed her to the wall, grabbing her neck and pinning her.
She wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me deeply. This time I responded well, all because I wasn’t seeing her.as Ria but as Selene. My eyes were closed, and I only imagined doing this with Selene. The only thing remaining to make me whole was her moan.
I badly needed to hear that innocent moan of pleasure she feeds my ears with and how she grabs me, not wanting me to
stop.
The sex went on, and I f u c k e d her like a s l u t, hard and rough, ignoring whatever pain she may feel each time I handled her without care when turning to another position. She even hit her head on the desk several times, but I didn’t care a bit.
After imagining I was with Selene when kissing. I opened my eyes to see Ria’s face. I just wanted to f u c k out my frustrations and anger at her. I even mistakenly slipped my d i c k into her eyes, making her cry out in pain, but I guess her love for me made her ready to take anything.
She took it all without running away till I was done and c u m, making sure it was out even when she was begging me to spill it all inside her.
“You withdrew? Why? Why?” She asked/sounding like a baby asking for breast milk.
“It was a mistake because I was used to that. Next time, baby.” I smiled fakely, hoping she didn’t sense the fakeness. I just couldn’t imagine her having my baby, not yet.
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“Sorry if I sounded desperate. I shouldn’t be worried when we will be together till death do us apart. I will have your children till I am tired,” she laughed, and I faked mine as usual. It wasn’t funny to me. So cringy.
Maybe because I am still learning to love her and Selene has been the girl all over my head.
I will get used to it. Must!
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At least, it is clear Selene is not for me. She had made her choice-the choice that suits her-and that’s fine. I won’t force anyone on me, but one day, if we ever get into war with the vampires, I won’t hesitate to treat her as one of them and kill her viciously.
Why am I thinking of a war against vampires?
My subconscious whispered to me, and the answer came glaring in my face.
Jealousy!
My hatred for the vampires is now deep, simply because I lost Selene to him. The vampire prince.
