Chapter 185.
I chewed on my lower lip, a habit when I was deep in thought. The action didn’t go unnoticed. Kayden’s gaze dropped to my l*ps, then back to my eyes,
“What’s wrong, sweetheart?” He asked
His direct question caught me off guard. I looked at him and then at Jayden. Their eyes held nothing but love and worry for me. With a sigh, I decided to share my concerns. After all, they were my mates, my
partners.
“It’s just…,” I hesitated, searching for the right words, “Aiden said…he implied…”
Their gazes intensified on me, their bodies taut as they awaited my words. Drawing in a deep breath, I plunged into my confession,
“He said that you both…you both might get bored of me, of the bond. That…that I am just an excitement for now because it’s new…because I am new…”
My voice trailed off into a whisper, unable to bear the weight of my insecurities. I looked at them, my heart pounding as I awaited their
response.
Before I could elaborate further, Kayden was suddenly in front of me.
His fingers gently tilted my face upward, causing me to lock eyes with him. The intensity in his golden eyes took my breath away, setting my heart pounding against my ribcage.
“Sweetheart,” he began, his voice low and raspy, laced with an emotion that I couldn’t quite place.
He pulled me into his arms with a swift yet smooth motion. His body heat seeped into me, offering a sense of comfort that I desperately needed at that moment.
I watched as he leaned in, the look in his eyes never wavering from mine. His l*ps met mine in a sweet yet passionate k*ss. His whiskey and musk scent filled my senses, drowning me in a sea of warmth and familiarity. His tongue traced my l*ps, coaxing them open before he deepened the k*ss. It was filled with a fiery passion, a reassurance that
rush of adrenaline coursing through my veins.
sent a
When he finally pulled away, I was left gasping, my heart pounding erratically against my chest. The silent promise in his k*ss was enough to reassure me of his feelings, but I still needed to hear the words.
Before I could recover, Jayden replaced his brother. His coffee scent mixed with Kayden’s whiskey and musk, creating an intoxicating blend that made my head spin. His grip on me was firm yet gentle, the strength of his arms wrapped around me, providing a sense of security that I craved.
“Love,” he breathed against my l*ps before crashing his mouth against
mine.
The passion in his k*ss matched Kayden’s. The raw intensity, the firm pressure of his l*ps against mine, spoke volumes about his feelings. It was as if he was trying to convey his love, his desire, his promise through that one k*ss. The sincerity in his k*ss did wonders to my fluttering heart, setting a steady rhythm to its erratic bents.
The world seemed to pause as they both held me close, their breaths mingling with mine. The reality of their words and their feelings hit me in full force. The uncertainty that clouded my mind gradually faded away, replaced by a sense of assurance that I didn’t realize I needed until now.
“We…,” Kayden began, his voice barely a whisper against my car, “We would never grow bored of you, sweetheart.”
His confirmation echoed around the silent room, settling down on my heart like a comforting blanket. Jayden nodded in agreement, his hand squeezing mine gently. Their unwavering gazes held nothing but sincerity, soothing my agitated nerves.
“We’ve waited so long, love. Almost a decade for you,” Jayden chimed in, his voice filled with raw emotion. “Our marks on your neck, your bearing our claim, it’s…it’s everything we’ve ever wanted. We could never take you or this bond for granted.”
Their heartfelt confession melted my heart, their words wrapping around me like a warm hug. A lump formed in my throat, tears of relief pricking my eyes. I felt seen, I felt cherished, and above all, I felt loved.
Feeling a bit more reassured, I decided to voice the other concern gnawing at me. Taking a deep breath, I looked into their eyes,
“And…and the women you were seen with…?”
Their eyes widened in surprise, and they exchanged a quick glance before turning their attention back to me. I watched as a myriad of emotions flashed across their faces, their jaws tightening at the mention of the other women.
My mates drew me close, their strong arms a fortress around me as they directed me to nestle in the soft settee nestled between them. The opulent chamber was silent except for our shared breathing, creating an intimate atmosphere where even the faintest whisper echoed with clarity.
“We need to tell you something, sweetheart,” Kayden began, his voice steady despite the gravity of his words.
His golden eyes were intensely focused, reflecting a seriousness that made my heart flutter. His hand, warm and comforting, enveloped mine, anchoring me in the moment.
“We’re not going to pretend we were saints before you came into our lives.” Jayden continued, his tone equally sincere.
His thumb gently traced circles on the back of my hand, sending ripples of comfort through me.
“We’ve been with other women, that’s true, but everything changed the moment we met you.”
There was a pause, a weighty silence that hung in the air between us. Their shared confession stirred a whirlpool of emotions within me. I knew about their past, their reputation, but hearing them admit it was different. It made it more real.
“You were a mere pup of nine when we found you in the forest,” Kayden went on, his gaze never leaving mine.
“From that moment, all the women we’d known, all the meaningless encounters, lost their appeal. We were drawn to the innocence and spirit in your eyes, and we knew no one else could ever compare.”
My heart pounded in my chest at their earnest revelations. The thought of them giving up their old ways because of a chance meeting with a child in the woods was both bewildering and heartwarming.
“The women you saw us with over the years,” Jayden added, his grip on my hand firm, “they were just a smokescreen. We had to maintain appearances to protect you. The title of Luna Queen is coveted, and we couldn’t risk putting you in any danger.”
Their words echoed in the room, the raw truth of their past and the depth of their protective instincts enveloping us in a tangible blanket of sincerity and love. It was overwhelming to comprehend the magnitude of the sacrifices they had made, the love they harbored for me even before I was aware of it.
Sitting there, enclosed in the circle of their arms, their hands firmly holding mine, I felt a surge of emotions. Love, admiration, respect- everything swelled within me like a rising tide. The realization of the depth of their feelings, their unconditional love, left me speechless.
The notion of being cherished by two men who had forfeited their past, their frivolous pursuits, the day they set eyes on a child lost in the woods was incredibly humbling. It solidified my feelings for them, making me fall even more in love with them, knowing that they held an equal, if not greater, love for me.
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